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God Bless This House
02:43
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The Christmas tree out front has grown so tall and wide
It's hard to remember when it once stood up inside
And we circled it with shining lights and an angel up above
Feel all the shame I felt in here, remember God is love
If you need help, then you can always ask for some
God bless this house that I must run from
Everything is different here from the floorboards to the roof
And if I ever lived in here, I don't see any proof
And the people who still live in here are fully in disguise
But I've worn plenty of masks, and I've told my share of lies
And I am a worm, I am blind and deaf and dumb
God bless this house that I must run from
God bless the mailbox spelling out our name
God bless the pencil marks climbing the door frame
God bless the concrete imprinted with my hands
God bless the basement and the water rushing in
God bless the walls that always kept my family safe
God bless my mom and dad, God bless their faith
God bless the rain that falls, God bless the sun
God bless this house that I must run from
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Megachurch 3
02:44
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The sun stares down on the highway and I've got my cross to bear
Look up to the heavens and I wonder if you're there
Feel the weight like my own sin, the splinters cut my hands
All gods children raise them up, we're bound for promised land
We set up a cross in a field and sing songs to praise him
We set up a cross in a field and sing songs
Dig deep the preacher says, the offering plates overflow
The church is not the building, it goes where the people go
Look down at the blueprint as gold shovels break the ground
Picture you in the temple throwing cash boxes around
We set up a cross in a field and sing songs to praise him
We set up a cross in a field and sing songs
The steeple looks down on concrete and glass
We all gather 'round the new golden calf
They build up the sets, the church is a stage
Like Pharisees kneel in public to pray
We set up a cross in a field and sing songs to praise him
We set up a cross in a field and sing songs
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Heaven
03:39
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I'm huddled in the corner of a cinderblock bunkhouse
Lightning lights the forest, a tornado has touched down
And God is in his heaven, and Nick is in his hell
The windows are all rattled and the kids ain't doing well
And I can't let go of heaven up above this angry sky
I don't know if the angels all live there
But I know I'm scared to die
I held your hand yesterday, my body spoke to me
But now the awful truth, God watches all the time
And I know you don't love me, someday I'll feel the same
But tonight we close our eyes so tight and pray in Jesus' name
And I can't let go of heaven up above this angry sky
I don't know if the angels all live there
But I know I'm scared to die
Let the sky open up and let your light shine down
Give me a halo as a crown
Send me to heaven, but I'm not ready now,
No, no, I'm not ready now
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Jenny
03:38
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Jenny, your name is in so many songs already
Your racing stripes, you are so pretty
Your golden eyes could look right through me
Too soon to say goodbye, I was not ready
Keep running in circles, keep running in circles
Running in circles and run back home
Jenny, the purest joy the rattling of car keys
Your head out the window, it feels like flying
First tracks in the snow, I'll never feel so free
Carried in your mouth, the lion is sleeping
Keep running in circles, keep running in circles
Running in circles and run back home
Jenny, your race is run, you're breathing heavy
You got to the finish line way before me
Someday I'll catch up, I move slow and steady
You'll be there at the door, waiting for me
Keep running in circles, keep running in circles
Running in circles and run back home
Keep running in circles, keep running in circles
Running in circles and run back home
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Go back so far, it's not clear where the story begins
Go into the wilderness, confess all of your sins
Fire on the hillside, the stars are more fire above
Hold your head under water, teach you something about love
And I'm still here, I'm still here
Yeah, I'm long gone and I've moved on
And I'm still here, I'm still here
Go into the cavern, see the light dancing on the wall
Fell the mud beneath you where forgotten creatures crawl
Stones piled in the corner, who will cast the very first
Feel the spirit raise your hands, your heart about to burst
And I'm still here, I'm still here
Yeah, I'm long gone and I've moved on
And I'm still here, I'm still here
These fields are filled with flowers bursting in full bloom
God bless these youthful hearts that know not what they do
Chains over the entrance now, have they trapped in all the fear?
Closed it down, everyone's gone and yet I am still here
I'm still here, I'm still here
Yeah, I'm long gone and I've moved on
And I'm still here, I'm still here
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Christmas Lights
03:45
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All these switches switching on and off and on
And I look into your eyes and I realize you're gone
We went walking by the railroad tracks again
You wanna tell me everything, don't know where to begin
The sky is black as night, which makes sense 'cause it's night
And you try to smile but it's like watching ghosts fade out of sight
This tiny sliver moon looks like an evil grin
As we lay on the railroad tracks and we confess our sins
Your insides are tangled up, but you're shining so bright
It's like you're filled up with someone's old Christmas lights
Calling all Spidermen, 'cause we're stuck up a tree
And you say that you're not happy, not sure that you'll ever be
But I'm a document and I keep track for you
I crack my spine and open up and we start pouring through
All these old back issues of Boys Life Magazine
Most of them I memorized, a few I've never seen
They're precariously stacked in the back of your car
And you ask to pull over so we can look at the stars
Your insides are tangled up, but you're shining so bright
It's like you're filled up with someone's old Christmas lights
You're shining bright
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7. |
The Creature Triumphant
02:46
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I didn't ask for these feelings
I didn't follow you to your home
I wanna go down to the deep dark waters
I wish all you people would leave me alone
But you're still here so i have to
Drag my scaly body up on the land
You will know i have found you
When i reach out with one webbed clawed hand
Then i'll swim down into the deep
Like all the darkest secrets you keep
I will swim down into the deep
Like all the darkest secrets you keep
Took me to civilization
Do you feel human when you put me in chains?
I'm at the bottom of your fish bowl
But make no mistake i will rise again
Then the people here at this zoo
Will regret the very day they were born
Come at me with your long harpoons
But you're all gonna die
You have all been warned
Then i'll walk back into the sea
Someday i am gonna be free
I will walk back into the sea
Someday i am gonna be free
But not today not today
Set me on fire
Burn away my scales and gills
Do so much damage and make sure it never heals
Destroy my lungs so i can only breathe on land
I'm still not like you
And i hope i never am
So i'll still walk back into the sea
Someday i am gonna be free
I'll still walk back into the sea
Someday i am gonna be free
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Godsend
03:07
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I am a moth, you are the flame
Guiding me out of all the fear and all the shame
Stay up all night, stay on the phone
Write teenage novels, a blueprint to build a home
My love for you has no beginning and no end
You're a godsend
My aim is too good to be true
Stripped off my skin and stood naked there for you
Blood rushing out, fast, hot, and pure
Anoint your head, but it's just blood and nothing more
You healed my scars, a feral dog now on the mend
You're a godsend
You've got your demons
I've got my angels
I'm not sure which is worse
Together you and me
We can carry anything
The blessings and the curse
You lift me up, on that I can depend
You're a godsend
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Constant Reader Clarksville, Indiana
Constant Reader makes sad goth folk music in Midwestern bedrooms.
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