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The History of Ever

by Constant Reader

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1.
Dear Abby 04:07
Abigail, you always had such a bad sense of humor So I want to make sure that you know that this isn't a joke And it isn't a lie or some gossip or some kind of rumor I think it's about time that you and I finally broke Somebody once told me that you like to dress like a princess But there's not enough silver and lace here to cover your mouth And I've listened a while and I believe that it's time that I insist That you let me tell you what I have been thinking about Dear Abby, I hate to say all of this here in a letter 'Cause chivalry calls for a breakup to be face to face But every time I try to say something to you in person You keep interrupting and causing me to lose my place You're always complaining that I'm always talking down to you But Abby, I think that's the least of your troubles today 'Cause you've knocked me down so many times and I'm finally standing And I think it's about time that I should be walking away Dear Abby, I hate to say all of this here in a letter 'Cause chivalry calls for a breakup to be face to face But every time I try to say something to you in person You keep interrupting and causing me to lose my place
2.
You tell me you don't care You tell me you don't care But I know You tell me you don't care You tell me you won't care You tell me it's over You tell me it's not fair But I don't believe you I never believe you And I won't be needing you I won't be needing you You tell me you don't care You tell me you don't care But I know You tell me you don't care You tell me don't worry You're leaving in two months I say what's the hurry I know you're not leaving I've heard this before When the sound of your threats Turn to knocks on my door You tell me you don't care You tell me you don't care But I know
3.
I hate to see you leaving like I hate to see the sun go down Oh, I hate to see you leaving, leaving like the sun goes down But I know that in the morning, another girl will come around A dark cloud's rising, covering up the sky Yeah, a dark cloud's rising, rising, covering up the sky If you say it's gonna start raining, I swear I'm gonna die It's getting cold this winter, wold like your icy heart Oh, it's freezing cold this winter, freezing like your icy heart Did you just stop loving me, or did you never even start? I guess that I can't blame you, I guess I feel about the same Oh, I guess that I can't blame you, 'cause honey, I guess I feel about the same It's been partly cloudy for years now, with a constant chance of rain You act like you know everything that's gonna happen in this world Oh you act like you know every little thing that's gonna happen in this world But you ain't no fortune teller, and you ain't no weather girl
4.
The Devil 02:45
Trying to talk to you feels just like playing the devil at cards I keep on betting though I know I can't win You always steal my heart It don't matter what I say The Devil came and took it all away You say you don't love me, you just like when I'm around Being with you is like living with Satan in a castle underground It don't matter what I say The Devil came and took it all away It don't matter what I say The Devil came and she took me away
5.
Alaska 03:14
I guess that it's snowing somewhere in Alaska What I come home, I'll probably ask her for sure I've just gotta know It feels like the winter is coming up sooner Than the man talking through his old radio tuner has said But I hope that he's right 'Cause I can't stand walking home on this freezing cold night I'm walking on water, this sidewalk's a river These steps that I've taken have helped me forgive her before But tonight I'm just bored A pile of glass bottles and mismatched old shoes Reminds me that everyone will get the blues at some time But tonight they're all mine And I'm not sure that I'd be able to explain why I spend all my nights working shifts in the graveyard But when I come home I can let down my guard with her No trouble in sight I'm not sure if words or actions speak faster It's not that I'm even trying to get past her tonight 'Cause I'm finally home And sometimes all that I need is to not be alone
6.
Even the flowers must rise from the dirt And fight their way out of this long-suffering earth Before they can bloom and display what their worth I love you, that's all that I know I love you, I love you, I love you I love you, that's all that I know Sometimes the pain is what leads me back home When my throat is so dry that I pray for a storm Or my house to burn down just to help me get warm I love you, that's all that I know I love you, I love you, I love you I love you, that's all that I know Whenever the clouds have all blocked out the sun And you look to the hills just to find them all gone Then, honey, we will just set out on our own I love you, that's all that I know I love you, I love you, I love you I love you, that's all that I know
7.
Emily, I don't believe that everything I ever need Is hidden deep between your golden thighs But something tells me I know what I'll be doing tonight You think you're clever but I know your schemes your tricks and your M.O. You hit the club and find some gun for hire Then go home and spread your legs like wildfire Every guy here's had his chance for you to unbutton his pants You go down every night just like the sun It ain't gonna create life, but it sure is fun You say that the way you are that you can't help it's not your fault But I don't trust the things you say Only trust myself when you're away 'Cause the word trick was invented for you The word trick was invented for you
8.
Love Song 06:25
I'm not a Southern soul singer and I'm not a traveling bard I wanted to write you a love song but I found it exceedingly hard It's not that I don't really love you, 'cause honey you know that I do It's just that there aren't enough words to explain how I feel about you Now I know why those old songs go la la la la la la la You remind me of a poem I forgot or a song that will never exist Or a place where I've never been to, but honey your beauty insists That I fill up a new dictionary with new words to explain everything It'd be easier than writing a love song, it'd be easier than trying to sing Now I know why those old songs go la la la la la la la I wanted to write a love song but it just can't be done It's like trying to tell a blind man the color of the sun You can get the science of it, but that don't help him none I tried to write a love song but it just can't be done
9.
Holly Would 02:56
I'll bet that Holly would do all that you'd never do for me Holly would call me and Holly would tell me everything Holly would do Holly would take me where Holly would want me and Holly would love me too I'll bet that Holly would do all that you'd never do for me Holly would come by and Holly would sit by me and Holly would smile Holly would kiss me and Holly would love me and Holly would stay for awhile I'll bet that Holly would do all that you'd never do for me
10.
Crackertown 02:42
Something's wrong with me, we all know it's true I'm not perfect like my mom, my dad, my brother and you Got married while I got tired of our town You grew roots while I ran my boat aground And I won't go back to where we both came from No, no, it's not my home, it's not my home Everybody said that you'd be somebody someday But who are you now? Who are you? Now That I'm getting older, I feel it too But you act like you've got something to prove And I won't go back to where we both came from No, no, it's not my home, it's not my home When I moved out of Crackertown Everybody looked down on me Told me that I shouldn't leave That I belong here with my own kind Here with my own kind But what is my kind? And I won't go back to where we both came from No, no, it's not my home, it's not my home
11.
Once I knew a lady fair, her skin pale like a dove I looked at her and said: my dear, you're the one I love Each evening we tried to watch the sunset, but it never went down One morning she said: I'll miss you dear, but I must leave this town Oh my love, where have you gone? Where have you gone my love? Oh my love, please do come home Please do come home my love Please do come home my love Now every day I sit outside and watch the cars go past And every night I fall asleep laying on the grass Now I look up each time I hear an airplane passing above I wonder if its hull contains the woman that I love Oh my love, where have you gone? Where have you gone my love? Oh my love, please do come home Please do come home my love Please do come home my love
12.
The front door to your house is always locked but I have found the key It's hidden underneath the mat where all the world can never see But I don't want in anyway, there's nothing you can offer me I will not be your other guy 'Cause I can't even look you in the eye There's one thing that I'd never do and that is I won't lie to you But every time I tell the truth, I ask myself why I'm with you 'Cause somehow everything you say makes me just hate you more each day When I'm with you, I wanna die 'Cause I can't even look you in the eye The last time that I saw your face, I knew you but I couldn't place Where we had seen each other last, now you're a relic from my past You used to always make my smile, but I'll forget after awhile And I won't even wonder why 'Cause I can't even look you in the eye I can't even look you in the eye
13.
Never 04:02
I never walk, I never run, I never do what must be done I never do what must be done You never write, you never call, I've got your picture on my wall I've got your picture on my wall I never see you coming 'round no more I never hear you knocking on my door There's never sun, it's always rain, when will I see you again? When will I see you again? I never smile, I never wave, I still have everything you gave I still have everything you gave to me I never see you coming 'round no more I never hear you knocking on my door I never sleep, always awake, there's nothing left in me to break There's nothing left for you to break in me I'm never right, I'm always wrong, I had to sing you one last song I had to sing you one last song I never see you coming 'round no more I never hear you knocking on my door

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released January 22, 2008

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Constant Reader makes sad goth folk music in Midwestern bedrooms.

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